I found myself really exhausted this weekend and struggling to crack our book open. I was utterly emotionally spent after the past four weeks of intense activity. I felt like I couldn't do another "emotional" thing and handle this material... I didn't know if I'd even be able to join the call for fear of crying the entire time or saying nonsensical things. I asked God why he allowed me to sign up for a class if he knew I'd have to manage a hurricane and kidney issues with my new grandson requiring medical attention all while work/life is very busy!! I felt as if I can't absorb the material.
He answered my question with each of your faces. I truly am at a better place today than I was 10 weeks ago. Your insights and testimonies, as well as the courage and strength each of you have exhibited, have made a big impact on me, resulting in real, every day en{courage}ment in me.
I was comforted by the homework... Iris told me this course would be very hard and heavy. It has been. I allowed the tears to flow as I did the homework, and it was just what I needed. I am so grateful for the chance to learn this material - God seems to be highlighting abuse stories here and there. Difficult material, a very difficult month personally, and yet such good results.